Midnight Ramble: On hoping different results

Imiss writing down the things that is going in my head. I just can't help myself but dwell into what ifs and return to the past then look into the present. I don't know if I'm happy or not or I'm just messing up what really is inside my head. My phone is back and I hope everything is going fine at the place where I am doing what I really love. Yes, I admit it. I love doing what the noblest profession do. It is just that I hate the part where in I have fallen in love doing it. The sad part is that I wont be doing it for too long. I hope things change. I miss it already.